10 Signs You’re In A Love-Hate Relationship
You're in an intense romantic relationship that you're excited about, and you love spending time with your significant other. When things are good, they are extraordinary.
However, there are times you just can't stand being around this person, and you feel such intense dislike for them that you wonder why you are in the relationship at all.
Your loving, tender moments devolve into hurtful words and regrettable behaviors.
When you're in a love-hate relationship, you definitely have strong thoughts and emotions that sway from one end of the emotional spectrum to the other.
Because a relationship can be an emotional rollercoaster in the best circumstances, some couples don't see these intense ups and downs as anything unusual or unhealthy.
They think everything is normal, even though they might feel constantly on edge or insecure about the future of the relationship.
However, this emotional dissonance can also feel exciting and passionate. Reuniting with your lover after a period of hate and discord can be thrilling and intense. But is this drama the basis for a healthy, happy long-term connection?
The line between love and hate can get blurry when emotional chaos reigns in your relationship. Swinging from one extreme to another grows tiresome and is slowly destructive to your mental health.
Over time, you develop patterns in the relationship that are emotionally abusive and destroy the joy and intimacy you once shared.
Does any of this feel familiar to you? If so, awareness is the first step toward making positive change.
Here are 10 signs that you are in a love-hate relationship:
1. You're in a break-up and make-up cycle.
When you argue with your partner, you argue hard.
There are often threats of breaking up when you fight and calling it quits. In these moments, you truly can't stand your partner.
However, hours later you are back to hugging and loving each other, promising that you are committed.
You are able to make up quickly and forget about the intense argument that you had.
Unfortunately, this make-up session is as temporary as your fight. The cycle of arguing and making up repeats over and over.
2. Your partner is your prize.
While you do value your relationship, there are definitely certain parts of your partner that you just can't stand.
You may consider leaving at times, but you also know that you have put way too much of your time, energy, and effort into this relationship to walk away from it.
You view maintaining the relationship as more of an accomplishment or ego boost. The relationship serves some other purpose for you.
The longer you stay in it, the greater chance you have of winning the “prize” of your partner either committing to you permanently or submitting to your needs and desires.
3. There is no long-term purpose to your relationship.
You are sticking with this relationship just to be in it.
Perhaps you are desperate to have a partner because you have been single for such a long time. You are willing to put up with things you hate in your partner just to be in a relationship.
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No matter how much you dislike your partner at times, it's worth it to you to stay in the relationship to have a companion readily available to you.
Sure, you know in your heart of hearts that the relationship is not likely to have a future, but you keep telling yourself it's okay because it's filling a void in your life.
For now, dealing with your partner is easier than handling the emptiness of not having one.
4. You don't have a deep connection.
You love some parts of your partner and you hate others. While these are two very strong emotions, there is not a true bond of intimacy between the two of you.
Maybe you love the superficial things, like his flashy car or her amazing body.
You may feel like you are in love with these surface traits, but you don't really have a deep and lasting connection with your partner, which leads to feelings of disconnection and constant fighting.
5. You are different in public than you are behind closed doors.
To the outside world, you probably seem like the ideal couple.
You make other couples jealous with your picture perfect relationship. You come across as a match made in heaven.
However, there is a nagging truth you know that you're hiding from other people. You know on the inside that it's all a farce, and you have times where you really want to get out of the relationship.
Other people don't suspect that you end up in separate rooms once you get home and hardly interact with each other.
You know your partner is a different person on the inside than he or she shows to the public, and you are the only one to see this side.
6. You have unresolved issues.
You have frequent conflicts — some big, some small, and some even irrelevant. But the bigger issue is that these conflicts have never been resolved.
Maybe you never talk about the conflict, or you just sweep it under the rug and move on to the intense make-up period.
The problem occurs when these unresolved conflicts bubble to the surface after being bottled up for far too long.
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Having unresolved conflicts can cause damage to any relationship, but a love-hate relationship, you don't have the emotional resources to eventually address them and connect on an even deeper level.
Leaving conflicts unresolved adds to your misery and confusion in the relationship. As they simmer beneath the surface, they spoil anything that is remotely peaceful or loving in the relationship.
7. You hate things about your partner.
While you do love some things about your partner, there are other things you just can't stand.
Every time you want to recommit to your love for your partner, you have this nagging inner voice reminding you that there's a serious disconnect.
Maybe you have talked to your partner about these areas you dislike, but nothing seems to change. Your partner either passively or overtly continues with the same behaviors or choices.
As you eventually realize your partner will never change, you feel increasingly frustrated and hopeless.
8. You talk behind your partner's back.
You have so much resentment toward your partner that you are constantly talking about it with other people.
You need to share your frustrations and feelings with your friends for support and validation.
Maybe they see something you can't see. Maybe there's a trick to this relationship thing that you're missing. Maybe they know how you can jump off this crazy emotional treadmill.
You and your partner can't communicate openly about the problem. It's impossible for you to open up to him or her and talk through the issues you have without it devolving into all out warfare.
Your only option is to release your anxieties by talking to others, even though you know it might hurt or anger your partner.
9. You keep your options open.
Is there a thought in the back of your head that if you can find a replacement, you're out?
Once you find someone who doesn't have those disagreeable qualities you hate in your partner, you plan to jump ship.
If you see your partner as being easily replaceable, you're not in the relationship for the right reasons. The thrill of reuniting after intense arguments is beginning to wane, and now you are left with the messy truth.
In fact, you may begin to focus more and more on the qualities you hate in your partner in order to compel yourself to leave — or to push your partner out the door.
10. You feel a sense of relief when it's over.
Maybe you've been in a love-hate relationship in the past, and once it ended, you felt enormous relief.
At one point in the relationship, the thought of it being over would have devastated you — even when you had those extreme ups and downs.
The highs were so fierce that you were almost addicted to them.
But as time wore on, the highs diminished. The reunions were tinged with bitterness and regret. The lack of a real, intimate connection left you both feeling depleted and empty.
In the end, it all just fizzled out.
A love-hate relationship may seem wildly exciting and intensely real at first. But it's not the kind of relationship that's sustainable.
In the end, it will cause you heartache and grief, especially if you find yourself repeatedly attracted to this type of relationship.
Once you know the signs of a love-hate relationship, try to extricate yourself early on if you see them occurring. Don't wait around, hoping for change or thinking the wild ride is worth the pain. It isn't.
Learn the qualities of happy, healthy relationships that stand the test of time and life challenges, and only invite potential partners into your life who meet those standards.
There's no guarantee that any relationship will last, but staying away from these love-hate connections will put the odds more in your favor.