Have you or has someone you love suffered from an emotionally abusive relationship?
Even if that relationship is now over, you may still be living with the long term effects of emotional abuse. The relief that comes of no longer being subject to abusive treatment doesn’t erase its impact on your psychological well-being.
A Canadian study involving 1,000 women aged 15 and up resulted in the following statistics:
- 35% of the women had experienced emotional abuse growing up
- 43% had suffered some form of abuse as children or adolescents
- 39% had experienced emotional abuse in a relationship within the past five years
Whatever you’ve been through with an abusive spouse, partner, relative, or friend, you have a right to call the abuse what it is, to fight for your independence, and to experience peace again.
And your awareness is the first step toward learning how to recover from emotional abuse.
In this article, we will cover all of the short and long-term effects of emotional abuse and actions you can take to heal.
Sidebar: Are you in a relationship that is controlling and manipulative? If you want to break free, then check out my Emotional Abuse Breakthrough course.
- What Does Narcissistic Abuse Do to You?
- Spousal Emotional Abuse Effects
- 11 Damaging After Effects of Emotional Abuse
- Short-Term Effects of Emotional Abuse
- Long-Term Effects of Emotional Abuse
- Dealing with the Side Effects of Emotional Abuse
What Does Narcissistic Abuse Do to You?
You may not even realize that what you suffered in your relationship amounts to emotional abuse. The word “abuse” usually brings to mind images of bruised and battered women and children, too scared or still too attached to the abuser to leave.
But emotional abusers don’t have to touch you to leave scars. Their words and other behaviors can become your mental prison, and it’s not an easy one to escape. It’s equally hard to recover from the years of psychological abuse.
If someone in your life is (or was) doing the following to you on a regular basis, you probably have intimate knowledge of the effects of emotional abuse:
- Criticizing you constantly (your behavior, performance, appearance, etc.)
- Humiliating you at home and in public
- Blaming you when you bring up something they’ve done to hurt you
- Stonewalling or using the silent treatment
- Threatening to hurt you or someone you love (or themselves) if you don’t do what they want
- Controlling your finances and using money to control and manipulate you
- Discouraging you from going out — to spend time with others or to go to work, school, or other commitments — so you’ll stay home and do what they want
This isn’t an exhaustive list. Simply put, if there is a consistent imbalance of power in your relationship — in favor of the other person — when you should be treating each other with mutual respect and consideration, there’s a problem.
Just because you don’t have bruises or scars to hide doesn’t mean you’re not suffering from abuse.
The effects of mental abuse aren’t obvious, especially in the early stages, but they go deep. And they affect every relationship you have.
Spousal Emotional Abuse Effects
There’s another thing to consider when addressing emotional abuse: abusers don’t usually start out that way.
In the case of spousal emotional abuse, they may take an unusual interest in “keeping you safe” and making sure you don’t make mistakes or take unnecessary risks.
They take on a parental role that, at first, may seem caring and committed to your best interests. They see threats that you don’t, and if you didn’t feel protected enough (or interesting enough) to the people you trusted while growing up, their protectiveness might make you feel loved.
But once they’ve got you, they seize more and more control, eroding your self-confidence and expecting your compliance in every decision they make — and punishing you when you try to reclaim your independence.
The effects of this kind of abuse in your marriage change the entire dynamic of the relationship. You are no longer real partners who share in decision-making and are equal in all aspects of the marriage.
You’ve become a supporting character in the abuser’s one-star drama — there to take the blame, handle the commands, and suck it up no matter how much it hurts.
Sidebar: Are you in a relationship that is controlling and manipulative? If you want to break free then check out my Emotional Abuse Breakthrough course.
11 Damaging After Effects of Emotional Abuse
You may not experience all the effects of covert abuse listed here, but at least some of them should sound familiar.
We’ve broken these down into short-term and long-term effects of emotional abuse so you can identify where you are in the process of recovery.
Short-Term Effects of Emotional Abuse
1. Confusion and Uncertainty
You may have recently ended a relationship with an emotional abuser, and at the time it seemed like the best option. But now you’re not so sure.
You might wonder, “Was it really such severe emotional abuse that I needed to leave?” You question your judgment and think that it all might have been your fault, just as your partner always said.
You have no idea what a “normal” or healthy relationship looks like. Maybe yours was normal after all. It’s all so confusing and upsetting, and you feel like you’re the bad person who has just blown up your family life.
2. Fear and Anxiety
You lived under the shadow of emotional abuse for so long that leaving your abuser doesn’t make the fear go away.
You’re filled with anxiety, always waiting for the next shoe to drop or for someone to yell at you or criticize you. Even though the abuser isn’t living with you, you still walk on eggshells and constantly analyze every decision you make or action you take.
You were trained to believe that you couldn’t do anything right, but at least you had your abusive partner telling you what to do. Now you don’t have anyone, and that’s terrifying.
You’re having physical symptoms of your anxiety like random aches and pains, a racing heart, and muscle tension.
3. Embarrassment and Shame
As it begins to dawn on you what you put up with for so long and how demeaning it all was, you feel deeply embarrassed and ashamed.
How could you have allowed someone to treat you that way? What were you thinking? Where was the strong woman (or man) you were before you got involved with your abuser?
Friends and family tried to tell you for years, but you blew them off or made excuses. Now you realize they were right, and you were utterly brainwashed. The shame of being your partner’s emotional punching bag is eating you up.
4. Hopelessness and Despair
Your life was so entwined with your abuser, and the pain of his or her bad treatment is still so profound, you wonder if you’ll ever get over it.
You have little hope that you can live a happy life, much less ever find a partner who is kind and loving and treats you with dignity.
You feel despair over all of the wasted years and everything you gave in the relationship, only to be met with manipulation, control, and criticism. Your regret and feelings of failure feel all-consuming.
Long-Term Effects of Emotional Abuse
5. Emotional Numbness
This is your body’s way of protecting you from the pain inflicted by long-term emotional abuse. You don’t feel good, but you don’t feel bad, either; you feel nothing because it’s safer.
Underneath it all, though, the trauma is still there. Once you face that and acknowledge that you’re suffering — and that your pain is a reasonable response to abusive language and behavior — you can begin to work toward your liberation and healing.
You need a safe space to acknowledge those buried feelings, to honor yourself by deciding on necessary action (i.e., to get away from the abuser), and to allow yourself to feel the pain of loss: the loss of what you thought you had or what you wanted to have with the abuser.
That pain can still be there in the midst of the relief that comes from finally freeing yourself from the abusive relationship. It may take some time before you feel safe enough to feel anything.
6. Resentment and Aggression
What often goes with the buried pain of loss is resentment. The anger builds, and it may overtake the numbness and provoke you to angry outbursts or passive-aggressive behavior.
You’ll say and do things you wouldn’t if you were satisfied with your relationship. Though you never before have considered leaving the abuser, you find yourself ready to not only escape but to burn the bridges behind you.
You don’t want a slow burn, either; you want an inferno. You want an explosion because everything in you has built up to that. And until you let it out, it burns you on the inside.
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You might let it out bit by bit with caustic humor, critical rants (to the abuser or to someone else), and passive-aggressive behavior — just to relieve the pressure a bit. But the relief is illusory and inadequate.
You want the abuser to experience — in epic fashion — the pain he or she has inflicted.
Or if you can’t punish your abuser (either because of fear or a strong attachment), you might direct your aggression at others. It might offer some relief at first but ultimately makes you feel worse about yourself.
You might even deliberately provoke someone into an angry response, just because it feels more familiar to you – and more real — than the friendly conversation you used to enjoy with them.
7. Sleep Disorders and Nightmares
The trauma from emotional abuse doesn’t give you a break when it’s time for bed. You might spend hours ruminating on someone’s abusive words or actions or reliving those painful scenes again and again.
With sleep deprivation, you have less energy to cope with the abuse, and your overall performance and mood suffer, which makes you an easy target for even more abuse — which then keeps you awake when you desperately need the sleep.
If you’re able to sleep, though, the trauma doesn’t switch off when you lose consciousness; your brain will want to keep working on this, and since you can’t control or shut off the subconscious video streaming, you end up reliving the trauma in new ways.
The nightmares may stay with you even after the end of an abusive relationship and can be associated with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD).
8. Substance Abuse
When your relationship brings you more pain than pleasure, it’s pretty common to seek comfort in drugs that stimulate the production of “happy” brain chemicals (like dopamine and serotonin).
And it’s not hard to become dependent on these drugs to make you feel good (or at least better) — especially after being on the receiving end of another abusive or emotionally exhausting tirade.
The one inflicting the abuse doesn’t even have to be consciously or overtly abusive; often what we perceive as emotionally damaging comes in the form of repeated negativity in the words of someone we love.
They could be launching into “Why me?” rants every day after work — saying things like “God doesn’t want me to be happy/successful,” or “I don’t know much more of this I can take before I kill myself or die of a heart attack.”
Behind these rants is the subtle reminder that you’re not doing enough to make things better.
Try listening to that for years and not going numb, stir-crazy, or increasingly angry and prone to explosive outbursts.
After another rant or another lecture or another reminder of “how poor we are (and it’s your fault),” who wouldn’t want a pick-me-up, even knowing that the lift in spirits is only temporary?
9. Trust Issues and Approval Seeking
When the emotional abuse has taken root and damaged your confidence and self-worth, you’re less likely to trust that others will love or value you as you are. What the abuser has been saying (even if not overtly) is “You are not enough (for me).”
So, you might look for ways to earn the approval of your loved ones and of others whose opinions matter to you:
- Taking an extreme interest in looking your absolute best
- Doing nice things for others (in the hopes of being noticed and appreciated for it)
- Trying extra hard to please people.
- Accomplishing more and becoming obsessed with accomplishment
Even if others show appreciation for your appearance or for something you’ve done, though, it never feels quite convincing enough.
You’re still left with the feeling that you’d better do X, Y, and Z — and you’d better not do A, B, or C — or the praise you hear will turn to disappointed or angry rants (to which you’ve become more accustomed).
10. Underperformance with Responsibilities
You might slack off and let your performance suffer — at school, at work, and at home. Your feelings of low self-worth have begun to seep into your efforts.
When you never feel good enough, you begin to live up to that low expectation. Or you might underperform as a passive-aggressive means of getting back at your abuser.
If your spouse expects you to do housework, you might just avoid it or do it half-heartedly. If he criticizes your appearance, you stop taking care of yourself and how you look.
It’s tough to stick with positive habits when you don’t feel worthy or appreciated.
If the reward for optimal performance — for doing your best — is nonexistent or just as bad (in your mind) as the consequences for slacking off, who can blame you for choosing the easier path to the same result?
11. Anxiety, Depression, and Suicidal or Self Harming Thoughts and Behaviors
The effect of frequent criticism, browbeating lectures, or self-pitying monologues can dampen anyone’s spirits. But the effect of long-term emotional abuse goes deeper than momentary sadness or feeling “bummed out.”
If your self-talk mirrors the talk you hear day in and day out, it multiplies the effects of abuse, dragging you down and making you sick — physically, mentally, and emotionally.
The accumulation of abusive language and actions, leading to toxic self-talk, isn’t something you just snap out of. Even if the abuser is no longer in the picture, if you’re still mentally replaying the same tapes you recorded while the abuser was with you, your training will pick up where the abuser left off.
It takes conscious awareness of those abusive scripts to begin the work of replacing them with self-talk that builds you up and helps you heal.
Without that awareness, you’re susceptible not only to anxiety and depression but also to suicidal thoughts (to escape the abuse still going on in your head) and self-harm (to punish yourself or to distract yourself from the emotional pain).
Dealing with the Side Effects of Emotional Abuse
Until you become consciously aware of the abuse and its effects on you, you can’t begin to free yourself — inside and out — from its hold. And you can’t begin the recovery process.
It takes courage to admit that you’re suffering from emotional abuse at the hands of someone you should be able to trust. It also takes courage to choose freedom from that abuse and to do what you need to do to deal with the personal fallout
The following can all be part of the self-awareness process, the liberation, or both.
- Talking to a trusted counselor
- Countering the negative self-talk with the truth and with gratitude
- Forgiving the abuser — but not condoning or downplaying the abuse
- Taking a renewed interest in a skill or hobby that lights you up inside
- Reaching out to others for support
- Reading books that help you work through the pain and move beyond it
The after-effects of emotional abuse don’t have to be your “normal” for the rest of your life; you deserve better and can take steps today to replace those harmful scripts with healthy, confidence-building ones.
Create your new normal.
Has this helped you identify emotional abuse and its ongoing effects? If we’ve set you on the path toward treating your inner damage or given you a resource for helping someone you love, this article has fulfilled its purpose.
The sooner you begin telling yourself the truth of who you are and what you’re capable of — which is much better than the negative, limiting scripts that have been on auto-replay in your head — the sooner you can move on from the abuse and become happier.
And the more you can help others dealing with the same trauma.
What you’ve been through can make you a strong advocate for others who’ve suffered from emotional abuse. You know now that surviving this is about more than breaking away from the abuser, and the more you heal, the more you can help others do the same.
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May your resilience and courage influence everything else you do today.
6 thoughts on “11 Damaging After Effects Of Emotional Abuse”
What about drinking and smoking as an effect of emotional abuse?
This is a good,common sense article.Very helpful to one who is just finding the resouces about this part.It will certainly help educate me.
Those ways of an abusive person in you are very obvious specially within engaging parties. If you are an emotionally battered woman with your husband, you can talk it out to your trusted friend or a spiritual leader of your church.Pray things with your Peer. And lastly, do as you please, leisure travel or outside hobbies.
This is a very good informative article. Healing takes alot of time. Its especially hard when you isolate. Its hard not to isolate when you do not trust.
I will be ok. Faith in God , prayer for healing , being outside and with my beloved dog who is always good to me.
Best to all who are going through the same.
Yes, this article is good information to help confirm emotional abuse is occurring and causing your humiliation to have fallen victim and for 1st time, not able to move away and start to heal to regain your freedom. However, a few resources to recognize leaving is only option doesnt provide help to do so. Talk to a trusted counselor? Is it common that most people, much less a victim of abuse who has no consistent means to financially support herself to go to the grocery store has a knowledge or relationship with a “trusted” counselor? Dead end when despair is sinking deeper into impossible to ever leave no matter how much she wants to get healed and free from the pending slow humiliating death that will be documented as a woman living with extremely disabling symptoms she probably can’t recognize as abuse and loves her abuser too much to leave. After being stuck in the continuous cycle going on to year 5, 4.5 years of trying to get support resources in place…. now experiencing physical problems that have 40% of her ability to move and keep trying to find A way to get out be because there’s always been a desire. That way cannot include police and investigators, all way too much to add more stress and be locked away to facility for care. She stays because the depressing only possible resort to go to a medical facility and heal abd treat physical problems…. then?
I suffer from this and have every single symptom . 41 years with a narcissistic spouse yet now I’m apart all I want to do is go back and try to please him . I know all the reasons why not but my heart and brain are so trained to that being normal and we all crave “ normal” I feel so sick about it so often . My pride keeps me from going and begging to get along of course he’s punishing me by cutting me out of his life right now because I refused to conform and do as told . What the heck is wrong with me
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